depressed

. I'll be off to negeri sembilan matriculation on Sunday .

. i dun know how suffer am i there .

. its really hard for me to go everywhere without my family especially my mom .

. bathing . going to cafe . pee . going to class and so on .

. i can't imagine how tough n suffer am i .

. im actually nervous and scared of what will happen in matric with my hurt leg .

. still do not function very well ( maybe xley berfungsi lagi buat mase sekarang ) and

. im so depressed with my life now .

. i think im juz give up here .

. siyesly give up .

. its too far between ' DK ' n tutorial class .

. i dunt want to burden my friends to bring all my books

. pity them .

. i still can't accept that thing . it made me numb n depressed .

. but lyke my friends said ' mungkin ade hikmah disebaliknye ' .

. i tried to ignore this kind of feeling .

but but its keep bugging on me .

. n im crying almost the time .

. like nawi said ' mengenangkan nasib ' huhu sdeyh nye .

. i'm not feeling very well for the past few days .

. time had been wasted n i really regret bout it .
. juz because of my leg .

' i can't walk ' yeah thats true .

. and i still haven't cover a few chapters..
. tough giler physic .

. regret for taking that course .

. what should i do now .

huhu juz accept it la .